Restoring Calm…………………minutes of time…. my love of writing and painting… I so hope you like my posts….please leave me your comments :)

Everything ……. not NOTHING

I leave you ….SOMETIMES I sigh

My heart is strong; but will I find the latch

Please don’t let me be misunderstood

I am just a soul not wanting to hold back

A cloak I do not wear, NO FALSE WOOD

My ART gives me hope for my heavy stare…

Where is my care?

I pray lots for what I deserve

I wait……………………….

Nothing!

I will say this honestly to mean

My wish is to hold a truth

I will try forever to hold my pain sack

For ever I will soldier my youth………..

I am like a Peter Pan an impish girl…

I live to wave and cheer

Lifted a scene…in a most heavy year

Let me have lost years, for my rainbow plans

I shout from inside;

I want you to understand inside my skin….

I have survived smoked filled rocket ships

I have dodged the bullets…..that held me back wasted my LIPS

I felt a little piece of me die from being attacked

BUT IT NEVER QUELLED MY SPARK

I HAVE NEVER LET IT PUSH ME BACK

Then God Cheered and PAINTED the sky

I looked and looked and stared … I cannot allow my desire and passion to be unmissed…………………… by all who are blind………………….. who walk past my gifts

I have grown filling INSIDE

I lift the latch to fill MY EYE POOL EYES…..

I will one day find that one who will stop

He will have 20 20 vision to belong with my clock……………….

 

This is a piece about finding me and my need to creative…. I hope that you who view my posts will understand a little about my skin….

I have such a goal and desire to allow my paint to flow and my pen to write… it keeps me up into the dark hours of my nights…. the paintings above are the beginnings of a new work.. it is a commission about a beautiful place; park house near where I live…it is to promote the fact that you can start your rainbow in their grounds for your own marriage… it is taking shape slowly.. I had a mad art class late into the evening with my students last night in amongst the cold cold night …. My studio was a tip mmmm//// but now it has been restored to my space…my heaven which gives my such pleasure and peace … I am sure that I was meant to have this space….everyone loves being in it… I love losing myself inside it…. it is underneath my skies and filled with colour … I am racing the clock …. I hope my pen and paintbrush will be able to keep up with my desire to achieve my aims this 2013…………………..